It must be nice to divide work up into business days then let things hang for weekends and holidays...rather than a "get busy, get done an get gone" business model.
Im antsy... seasonal changes, classes, pending this and that...no money having and dis-satisfaction..
That back ground thing needs to be over so I can move forward...
I didn't just go see the guy I bounced for.. I checked in with other people I know.. one had a sign in the window "now hiring" hes known me for years... has my phone number, knows I need work and didn't say a word.. He was also the one who gave me the "I'll call when the containers get here from China" then didn't and left me hanging...
I don't get it... I saw his guys.. which makes me wonder about why I got a pass... every last one of them is a derilict and on SSI for being drunks..
The "Now Hiring" sign on the door wasn't mentioned...but thats fine, I had figured out the deal when he fell down about calling me to unload the containers....
One less contact to worry about keeping up with...
Not that its bad... chaff needs to be winnowed from the wheat..so writing him off with a few others isnt a big deal.. hahah it is mildly depressing but not for the reasons you'd think... its just the money..... friends don't forget you need work and have to live just like everyone else.. not calling is a statement and actions do speak louder than words don't they...
Thankfully I heard it the first time and wasn't emotionally invested....
Whatever... just a little longer and its all good.. the guy I bounced for thanked me for being stand up and said he was too high to get it at the time.. but women half your age an slammin meth will mess up ones thinking..turned out I was the only one who came to see him when I found out it all went bad...and I was the only person around who didn't have my hand in his pocket up to the elbow..
Hindsight no?
Thursday I have an interview and this time I get finger printed...so it'll be easier.. Something to do while I wait.. ha
winnowed.....great word
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