I think I have the truck issue resolved and the clock hasn't run out, so we talked about it and got things clear...
The job hunt is still crap.. but my truck is my job..and I haven't forgotten how to make money..
So its going to work.. I can carry a lot of shiny baubles hither and yon.. which has been part of my deal for years... rennfaires and road side markets... gem an mineral shows, meta physical and new age type gigs... if the money is there I can get it... one days work equals one months money at a good spot..
Who can resist henna and ankle bells.... crystal balls and incense, bugs in amber or weird stuff in general... its not like you can get anything I sell at Wallmart...
The new Disaster Services class is on the 12th..... the crime scene thing got moved to the 19th and now I get both with no stress. ... But I tend to be lucky and it resolves yet more conflicts...
I want that Spanish class... its a priority.. I run into more Spanish speakers than crime scenes.. and I need a language for my degree so logic dictates I move in that direction...
Besides its more of that luck Im prone to... I never count on it, but I make the most of it...
carpe noctum..
You really can't panic, break down from stress, get discouraged or let yourself give up....because you never know when things are going to shift...you need to be ready for plan B or to improve plan A....
So now I relax... fill out my registration and pack.. then go into study mode.. its a different type of work but the pay off is huge on the back end..
yay it sounds so good i have to do the yay dance
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