Dang... my phone is jumpin and email is coming about as fast as I can answer it... Its sort of scary how things are starting to fall into place.... but that is kind of the idea innit?
I bit it off.... so that is that... its not like I can't handle it...
Im just not used to things going my way..
One day closer.. one step closer...its funny I can handle "no" over and over... or things falling apart one after the other and even deal with absolutely heart breaking dissapointment in everything that matters....
But things going my way... scares me.. not that I'll fall down.... Im just... antsy.. I wanna grab it and run...shreiking "mine biches" and bounce around in unholy glee.... but can't...
The clock is tickin.... and its no longer about "can you step up an do this" its "can you last"..sort of like being 30 seconds tougher than someone your in the ring with.... not the ultimate anything.. just 30 seconds more determined to gut it out........
Now lets see if I can make being stubborn pay....
One step at a time.. one day at a time... ya know?
The fluffy one has an interview.... I'll know stuff by the end of the month... plus I have a plan B money plan......cause Im tired of being broke.... I need a new hat...
And I like a nice hat.....
It's all comming together m8, I want to see a pic of that new hat
ReplyDeleteone day closer is my thing love, and you are sooo good at this
ReplyDeletei miss you go kick their lily white asses
n im so wearing that hat when u get it and nothing else