I need to be prepared, the people I'm supposed to work for after Christmas havn't been in contact with me and they did flake on me before.. So I may be in trouble...
I have options I need to chase... an internship, play the Americorps card or whatever its called now and teach first aid for a stipend, or help with emergency planning.. anything that counts towards my degree..
Leigh is happy... and she deserves it... I want time with her, but Im sort or weird about terms.. I want to be the host and offer hot water, easy life and fun in general...A winery tour and excursions, not my problems..
Its not over yet with the job... but I can't name a time in the last year or two when its gone well, so Im being proactive and writing them off...... My personal world is easy... I don't have bad or expensive habits everything I have is paid for and I'm ok with bathing in cold water ... its the fun stuff I struggle with..
I want us to be on a 30 day road trip... go explore Carlsbad Caverns... drive 2,000 miles and nose into all the coolness there is to poke around in... not fancy stuff, just good normal life....
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